I'd like to let everyone know whats been happening in my life lately.
For those of you that have heard and those of you that havent, yes I attempted sucicide a week ago. And yes, it was an extraordinarily stupid thing to do. However I did it but I must stress it's not because of any one of you. Instead it was simply life events spinning out of control. And sadly instead of saying anything, I decided the easiest way was to leave this world. You have (and hopefully will continue) to be the greatest bunch of friends and family I have ever had. I am aware that I have some issues to work out, and plan to do so.
lots of love to all!