These are my dreams for this next year.
1. Get married in Brisbane surrounded by the people I love.
2. Have a baby that is all mine and whom I don't have to give back to somebody.
3. Laugh more, hope more.
4. Have a completely healthy year without a single Crohn's flare.
5. Find a job and become more financially stable.
6. Sponsor a child and give more to good charities.
7. To get into more of a routine with housework.
8. Entertain more.
9. Successfully cook a Souffle or anything I have been too nervous to try yet.
10. Learn how to cope with the in-laws better.
11. Read more, learn more.
12. Find good homes for the kittens.
Things I need to let go of this year.
1. My depression.
2. My fears.
3. My worry.
4. My stress.
5. My sadness over not having a child of my own.
6. The "why me" question.
7. My way of thinking that says "everyone is better than me at everything". It's not
8. My guilt.
9. My past.
10. My jealousy.
11. My bitterness.
12. My slackness.