Ma.
Mom. Mother.
Mama.
Mum.
Mummy.
I have no claim over any of those titles.
And yet.
And yet, this year will be the second year that I will have kids with me on "Mother's day".
And yet, it doesn't stop me from feeling like a fraud.
And yet, it doesn't stop me from the overwhelming pain this day brings.
And yet, it doesn't stop me from taking a moment, any moment, out of that day to mourn the lost.
The lost chances.
The lost dreams.
The lost person I have been.
2 Musings of Others:
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I'm sorry. This day just sucks. I think it is actually worse than valentines day. Just another way to guilt people into spending money and making others feel bad. I hope the day goes quickly for you.
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